I am bitter towards you, jelaous, I compare myself to you.

I feel that I don’t meazure up. A part of the reason to why I feel this way is the way you treat me and act towards me.
So anyway, I feel I am wrong for you- as if you create this glitch between us. You make us mismatch. I have tried to reach you so [...]

There is so much wrong with me, inside me.

I don’t know where to begin to fix everything. It’s not a case of delusion due low self esteem. I am bright enough to understand my own reasons and results to some degree. My eyes are teary and my nose is wet and I feel hopelessness. I cried during shower yesterday. It is easier to [...]