I wanted to type down a view of men and women that don’t have any respect for a relationship, others.

Ofc I can only write from a woman’s perspective and out from who I am. So, I will write about men -although, as often, women are the same.
As often as a man respects that I am involved with someone, another doesn’t. To respect is to not attempt to receive anything else from me but friendship. [...]

I am bitter towards you, jelaous, I compare myself to you.

I feel that I don’t meazure up. A part of the reason to why I feel this way is the way you treat me and act towards me.
So anyway, I feel I am wrong for you- as if you create this glitch between us. You make us mismatch. I have tried to reach you so [...]

While you have been away I have come to realize quite a few things.

About me, about you , about our crossed path; our relationship. I hope that at the time of your return I don’t let it run out in the sand as it have never been thought and felt- realized. I need to hold on to it, let it evolve, let it speak. It is things of good, [...]

It’s difficult to find a good place to start so I suppose that to jump right into it is the answer.

My partner of 3 years is currently vacationing in Spain. He landed on the coast last evening. It actually feels very relaxing that he is so distant, it makes me appreciate him even more and that feels good.
Despite it being a thing of personal taste I think he is the best man in the world. [...]